Thursday, August 12, 2010
Alone no more, 'cause I'm home!
The previous day, when Dear Dear was on guard duty...
It's the very 1st time that I didn't cry, beg him to stay or even whine...
It's not that I can't live without him for just being away for one, tiny single day...
In fact, I could be left all alone during the day and would find entertainment to occupy myself...
But I'm scared of being all alone at night...
That's how I felt when I'm staying in the States...
Especially, when it comes to night time..
I'm all alone in the empty house...
When suddenly, the world seems like I'm the only person living on this planet...
The darkness, the quietness and the loneliness starts to creep me...
I would kept on looking at the time, counting down all the minutes and seconds that passed by of him coming home...
I would tried to exhaust myself by staying up super super late, till I can't open up my eyes...
I would even place the boster under the blanket and pretend that was Dear Dear laying next to me...(I know that's was very silly of me LOL...)
Well, all those days and feelings were long gone now...
'Cause I'm back home... back to Singapore and back to my family...
Having sweet sugary dreams even when Dear Dear's not with me...
'Cause I know...
I'm no longer alone :)
writtern @6:39 PM
